Happy Mid Autumn.

You reap what you sow.

How true is this? Someone please tell me.

Time is ticking and I know I am doing nothing about it. Is this the best way out?

Looking at my friends who are working now makes me feel weird. Is this the kind of life that I will live? Nine to five, pay cheque to pay cheque, similar routine for 365 days, unsure of wanting to stay or change, no matter how good you did it, it is for the company as this is what you are paid for?! Its just a job after all, I know. Sigh.

They come and tell me about their job. Good job and bad job, high pay and low pay, exciting and boring, some following their dreams some are not, some are building their career some are building their bank counts, some likes it some hates it. While they have their fair share in the working world, I am still dreaming frivolously. Yes I still dream big and crazy if you have heard what I always said. Spaceship, whole city, whole mountain, everything huge. Stupid concept, out of the world idea and so on.

Yea, making it big is just dreaming it, living the life holding to the job is reality. But can one live without dreams? Are you able to achieve your dreams at the end of the day?

What happened to your dreams? Where have they been? Are you telling me you want to drive a Ferrari at the age of 50s and hit the brakes more than the gas pedal? I do not mean that whatever you are doing now is not great but ask yourself, can you even own a Ferrari at 60s if you are to go on with it? *the word 'you' in this context means no one in particular, its free for all*

Insanity in sanity.

Anyway, I just want to let it off my chest. I may have spoken too soon on this but mind you, I am slapping myself with what I wrote as well. I am writing to keep myself sane in this crazy world. Sigh.

Now, would you share with me what is your dream? =)

Liberation

Its raining and I am listening to 沒那麼簡單 on youtube. With the 80's old stand lamp next to me and the very orangish illumination really sets me in the mood to post something in the blog.

Ha ha lets talk bout the resolutions. Up till so far I can say none of them had shown promising future to be completed by me. An epic failure I have to admit. Nevertheless I am not going to say I am giving them up. Such battle is life long isn't it? Lets give it a good fight until the end of the year.

The rain got heavier and wind got stronger but my mood is getting lighter. Its been a week or two my area did not taste the heavy downpour. The hot and stuffiness we are experiencing now really get to my nerves at times. Blame the global warming or blame ourself - the human? I don't know. All I know is whenever I feel sucks for such weather, I will think of other people around the globe. At least there are hundred millions of human without basic necessity and yet I still can enjoy air conditioner, driving around the town, and most important of all filled stomach. Ha ha I am talking nonsense, right? Oh well that's me.

A lof things changed this few years. Those who had listened to my rants will have the slightest idea of what I am saying. Coping with it was more tougher than I had thought. Not realising how it changed me in personal or rather how I let it changed me personally.

Anyway, lets lift the dead weight off my chest. Enjoy life.

P.s - the rain and wind has tamed. I can see brighter day outside. Ha ha ha...time to take a nap before the chill slips away.

No more Diao la. Upgrade la Ah Beng.

Ka ka ka ka...accidentally came to this website which I think many of us especially the guys will take an interest in it. Make a brief tour to The Online Slang Dictionary. And you will learn or might improve your...., well you know what I mean after you see it.

Anyway Asian like to think them are very good when it come to profanities in English. But the truth is, what I can always hear is direct translation from our own mothertounge of foul words. So sien and yet they think is cool. Really really zhar dou.

Now I suggest all of you English/American-wanna-be, learn those words. You Alabama black snake(s). Ka ka ka ka ka ka...and those who want to curse but don't wish to be understood by other people, you are also adviced to learn a few or more from there. Please no more FxCK FxCK FxCK jor. Also no more mother mother mother la.

We are generously educated, so act like one even when it comes to vulgarism.

Truly life is all about learning. I am still learning.....profanities.

2010

Let me see what I am up to for this year's resolution.

• Adopt an exercise regimen while I still able to.
• Instill more self-disciplinary and self-confidence.
• Get my ass away from sticking to the computer that much.

Basically I have added a Resolution Tracker at the sidebar. It is for my own preference only, nothing much. Don't know if I am able to achieve it but should give it my best try.

Happy 2010 peeps.

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On other notes, I did not do much of entry last year. Ha ha... only 9. That does not even make it to average 1 for each month. So miserable. Ka ka ka ka ka...