Thursday, September 23, 2010

Happy Mid Autumn.

You reap what you sow.

How true is this? Someone please tell me.

Time is ticking and I know I am doing nothing about it. Is this the best way out?

Looking at my friends who are working now makes me feel weird. Is this the kind of life that I will live? Nine to five, pay cheque to pay cheque, similar routine for 365 days, unsure of wanting to stay or change, no matter how good you did it, it is for the company as this is what you are paid for?! Its just a job after all, I know. Sigh.

They come and tell me about their job. Good job and bad job, high pay and low pay, exciting and boring, some following their dreams some are not, some are building their career some are building their bank counts, some likes it some hates it. While they have their fair share in the working world, I am still dreaming frivolously. Yes I still dream big and crazy if you have heard what I always said. Spaceship, whole city, whole mountain, everything huge. Stupid concept, out of the world idea and so on.

Yea, making it big is just dreaming it, living the life holding to the job is reality. But can one live without dreams? Are you able to achieve your dreams at the end of the day?

What happened to your dreams? Where have they been? Are you telling me you want to drive a Ferrari at the age of 50s and hit the brakes more than the gas pedal? I do not mean that whatever you are doing now is not great but ask yourself, can you even own a Ferrari at 60s if you are to go on with it? *the word 'you' in this context means no one in particular, its free for all*

Insanity in sanity.

Anyway, I just want to let it off my chest. I may have spoken too soon on this but mind you, I am slapping myself with what I wrote as well. I am writing to keep myself sane in this crazy world. Sigh.

Now, would you share with me what is your dream? =)