Another Lane Built. A Memorable One.

Christmas passed quietly this year. At least to myself. Does not really feel the celebration is in the air though. Recession does play a part in this I suppose. Anyway it was Christmas and now it going to be New Year. Like what many people will do, let me look back at what and where I have been and did.

Beginning of the year 2008 was not something special to me. Typical Tunku Abdul Rahman College's exam timetable, I had to sit for my papers before the Chinese New Year but I don't make any fuss on it since I get to go back to my home everyday unlike my friends from outstation. The CNY itself was the usual, went back to my dad's hometown and stayed there for a week time. The only special moment I had during the time spent in Cameron was my first and probably last ride on their local bus. Something is about the ride. Reminiscences of Tung Fong 114, my first ride on buses during my childhood. Sweet ride for the Cameron and sweat ride for the Tung Fong. Ha ha...but it is damn nice for both of it.

Some time in March went for Jay Chou concert in Stadium Merdeka. Free tix from Suan's brother. Well not really a fan of Jay, but attended it to see and experience myself. Saw funny things on how those 'mui mui zhai' fans move and sing along with him. Especially those pair of chubby ones sat in front of me. Chung Seng attended as well, only his seat is better than mine. Not to forget was Kar Wai's birthday party.

Mid of the year always tell us more outing. More late nights, more laughter, more money spent and more dumb jokes. Oversea Kohs were back for their holidays. That explains all.

The China Olympic 2008 bears another meaning to me as well. The rise and fall, the excitement and hopes, the dreams fulfilled and shattered, it makes me like an Olympian as well. Me and my family. Not going to elaborate further on this. =)

Jyh Gau wore square hat on November 8th. He looks so smart in it. As he always been. Ha ha...

There are still lots more to mention if you asked. But how am I able to put up all of those? I am not that good with words, I fear it will be too long and it bore my friends. So I left it to myself for the rest. Memories of 2008.

The year 2008 only left few more days to go. Not much time left but let's makes it a happy time to ends it. God bless everyone that I love.

It comes two weeks later.

Ha ha...facebook is quite convenient. People upload photo and tag me in then settled. Need not myself to go through with all the troubles and the connection, waiting for the whole half day to upload few skimpy photos. Let alone those full sizes and high resolution one. Anyway as I promised, photos from the Ad Deum - Charity Dance Performance night.

Taking photo with 'Mimi'.

Yea me and him. Or her. Whichever you prefer.

On the stage.

With Peay, Kelvin and Suan.

Wai Yip a.k.a. Yao Ming with two ladies.

Peay, Kelvin, Suan, Me and Wai Yip.

Me, the horny director.

On the look out of hot chicks below.

Smiles.

Kelvin, Suan, Peay and Yao Ming on stance.

No comment.

That was it. Had my fun attending something I never thought I would. Ha ha ha...apologise for taking so long with the photos. Late better than never isn't it.

Whole day run.

Made a silly mistake on last Saturday. Purchased movie tickets but did not check the details after that. Huge shock to everyone. Ha ha...but followed up with laughter of my silliness. Managed to change it in the nick of time before the desired movie starts. Yea, lucky Yip Seng was there confidently asked me to jump the line and inquire the ticket tenderer. Otherwise, PANIC. The line is so damn long. Mid Valley mah what to do. Hmm...guess that fella do that always. Anyway thanks to him if not there will be lost cost of total RM 55. No photo taken at those moment. Ha ha...was busy catching up or rather listen to Kam Lai's rant on her workplace.

Had great fun at night on the same day as well. Attended some contemporary dance show in KLpac. Though I had no idea what are they dancing neither the show's meaning, I learnt that it is for charity. So have to support abit by showing my presence there. Ha ha...tickets are free thanks to Peay. Should attend more such shows but the tix are so pricy. My wallet nowadays rasa so 'sejuk'. Sob sob...Took photos with Kelvin 'Mimi' Kuan, Wai Yip, Suan and of course Peay. Upload when I get it.

Wonder how Seng's side did on that night. Hmm...should be very fun.

Square Hat

This is not something new but it will makes me a new post. So don't say I post up such outdated news as I am not that happening like you all la. Ha ha...this was actually something happened about two weeks ago. Ka ka ka ka...let the photos speak of what had took place on 08/Nov/2008.

Kenny Lee 'n' Jyh Gau

Ernest Lee 'n' Jyh Gau

Jyh Gau 'n' Valerie Lim

Jhing Sun 'n' Jyh Gau

Myself and the man of the day, Jyh Gau

The guys with Jyh Gau
Left to right : Me, Song Yeu, Jyh Gau, Jhing Sun (back), Kenny Lee (front) and Ernest Lee.

Yes, it is our well renowned Vegetable-Lorry-Racer a.k.a. 'Choi' Ceh Sau, Mr Lim Jyh Gau's convocation. Don't you be deceived by the lorry driven by him full with loads when his leg is full on pedal. He is fast, he deliver fresh vegetables in good piece at 180 kph on straight roads and tackle corners at 120 kph with one hand holding carrot. He is the ghost of the dawn that terrifies you with his prowess on the street. Yea he is the man. The first among us, Kohs to graduate.

Congratulation, Gau. You have done it. Now you are ermbarking into another phase of life. Wish you all the best in your endeavor. God bless you.

I love Ghibli.

Ha ha ha....Studio Ghibli rocks. Love many of their productions. I still remember the first few animation I watched from Ghibli. They etched in my memory for about a decade after I watched it. And now I feels like it was only yesterday matter when I saw the movies again. He he the sweet old days.

But do not get me wrong, this is no kiddy stuff. Highly recommended even if you are hitting 30s. And if you ever watch one of their production, Spirited Away that goes into silver screen then you will know what I mean. Their movies are just so inspiring. Have to say better than some of those millions dollar production in term of meaningful. Better than Shrek, better than Monster Inc., better than Ice Age if you want me to compare. Anyhow, if you are less familiar with their works then allow me to name a few for you.

Nausicaa the Valley of Wind

Castle in the Sky

My Neighbor Totoro

Tadaa. The one that I mentioned were the among the earliest production from Studio Ghibli which I found they are equally good and unique. Be reminded that all the three of them are from the late 80s, so do not grunt if their design and artwork does not suit your taste in this millenium age. If you have the time and wish something different then why not try this.

A little bit of this and that.

Such terrible weather. Rained cats and dogs few days ago for weeks then now the sun takes over and does its best. Sitting under the fan, my butt also sweats ar. Really beh tahan.

Was having the normal conversation with Professor a.k.a. DJ Yeu. Was telling him I needed to go to take my bathe. And then this is what his replied.

Yeu - sucker
Yeu - go drown in the toilet

There I have it from our Professor Yeu. Guess he has a tough day. So it always understandable for us to know his hardship. But... but never that I thought he is able to come up with such idea to drown in the toilet. Such a unique way to commit suicide. Salute him.

Get to know many good things happened on one of my friend. Really tumpang gembira but at the same time feel boh song because didn't get invited to witness that moment. Anyway that is your pride man, keep it well. It is all yours.

Deepavali had passed by. And I am still waiting for murruku. Homemade candy is nice also. Less sweet and less colouring.

So does many of the birthdays in October. Happy Belated Birthday everyone. Ha ha ha...

Considered Good News Among Bad News.

Argh....has no time to sit down quietly and think of what to blog. Most of the time was just some random thoughts which I deem it unnecessary to blog it out. But oh well, as time pass, all this will jumble up. Only a few will be selected through my data bank. Yea a very limited and slow RAM I have. Or is it ROM? Ahhhh....unimportant stuff.

First thing up should be my results. Surprise really always come unexpected. Something I expected far worse did not happened but it comes in a opposite way. It is really a very comforting moment when I get to know myself obtained such results after all given to the time that I went through during exactly on my examination periods. So this clean results will always be something I remember or motivation to myself in the future when facing life's hardship. Never subdue to the stress and pressure. Never let the emotion control you. Never give up. Only myself knows the best of what is going on.

College has started and I already get myself occupied with assignment on first week. Yea it was intentionally to choose to be the first presenter to which I will have more time for other coursework during the datelines period. Otherwise it will be hectic to rush for the datelines.

Well besides assignment there are others require my attention too. Am still figuring out and getting more information on it. Hope someone will shed more light on it.

Oh forgot to mention. Dad discharged from hospital for about 2 weeks ago. And doing extremely fine at home. I suppose la except the boredom. Should be better than hospital and Mum will not need to travel that much.

That's all folks. Class later on 12.30pm.

My short filled holidays.

Whoa in a blink of eyes it is my last week of holiday. Time pass so fast eh. Like gone in 60 seconds that fast. Lol.

Anyway college is starting new week but timetable is still not yet out for us. I mean for the School of Technology. Others already posted up in the net. So slow one ar you all technology people. Disgrace betul. Nama saja terrer tapi bukan tangan. Ceh.

Spent my first week of holiday on internship hunting. Ha ha successfully got myself a place in one firm in Cheras Business Centre. It seems to me it is a Chinese firm since I don't see any other race there. But that was just a quick glance in the office. It is not big either personally felt but everything start from bottom isn't it. Lecturer kept telling us big firm is good small firm got less to learn. I am so totally disagree with him actually. Just like how people kept telling me unfair things about TARC. Seriously not that I am siding TARC because I am a student there but because I am there experiencing it. Though it is not that bad as many thought it would be there are still have lots of room for improvement. Getting back on the internship, small firm definitely have their own advantages and I am so going to find it out to prove myself right. Let’s hope I will succeed and tell the story from other sides.

That was my main concern on this semester break. To get myself a place for internship. What else I did? Let's go briefly go through it.

Wira is fixed. The air conditioner is running fine and cold. Ha ha totally in love with it. Heart Denso very much.

'Dissected' my brother's wardrobe. Due to termites infestation the top part has to be cut and thrown. Took us 3 days to reconstruct it and function able. Get to play the electrical saw and witnessed the nature best wood architect's artwork. Ha ha that day I murdered thousand of lives.

Did some gardening and this project is still going on. Ha ha the rain prevented me to further my soil digging and fertilizing the plants. Hey don't think wrongly. I am a civilized young man who uses processed fertilizer.

Yea that's all folks.

Who would you go to?

When there is someone for you to rely on, you won't learn,
When there is someone for you to rely on, you won't change,
When there is someone for you to rely on, you won't care,
You won't scare for he is there.

Whatever problem pops up, you go to him,
Whatever you don't know how to fix, you go to him,
Whatever disgust for you to handle, you go to him,
You know he won't say no.

That is the reality. That is how the children nowadays pampered by the love and care from the father. If it is not all then should be almost all of them. And this happens to me as well. Consider me lucky having such knowlegdeable dad to rely on all this time. Though from time to time I help and watch how he fixes things, I realize I learn not enough. Not entirely enough to know what I should do if I face something new that I have yet to encounter.

Right now my Proton Wira has so many problems lately. First the alternator's faulty drained my car's battery to its end. Had some trouble before we knew the alternator had reached its end. Feeling not to be left out, the air conditioner system seems asking for something new as well. Hope its not the compressor's fault, otherwise that will be expensive for a new one even the reconditioned spare part.

Ho ho ho what a screw up.

5am - Told myself to get some rest before continue revising the following chapters since its noon paper and I will have time for that. So I follow my heart and get some rest.

7am - Woke up by the first alarm I set. 3 alarms set at 7.00am, 7.15am and 7.20am. In a blurry state but the mind is already awake.

7.30am - My kaki car pool miss called. Immediately bounced up and think why is he here so early? Check timetable again. Fuck it is AM paper. Not the PM like I thought so.

7.45am - Gets into the car and stoned along the way.

8.00am - Reach college with a relaxed feeling. Given up this paper, almost. Sat at the stairs and starts reading the formulas.

9.00am - Paper officially begun.

11.00am - Paper ends. Walked out the room with a lesson learnt and good grade gone. My friend he said "I study 3 chapters only ar, t*u". And I replied "7 chapters came out 6 chapters and you studied 3 chapters. Me studied 1 chapter to fight this paper."

He had nothing to say back to me, instead he gave me a laugh. And I laughed together. That is normal. Seriously the dumbest mistake I ever made. Anyway somehow the Kami-sama haven't give up me as much as I do. The questions were simple but it is still wasted. Either fail with flying colours or just a pass for this paper.

This term did badly with the papers. Wonder will they let me resit the paper even if I pass? Hope they will because I definitely will go for it. Ha ha cross my left hand fingers and show my right's middle.

Life is funny.

Good weather Bad weather

The weather seems better for the past week. Can call it as a break time for us to recuperate even if it just a little. All of us just had to get back to our own duties and I assume they are doing well with it except me. I mean my exams. There pressure was not from the exams itself. Not that tough paper to tackle but I am putting more pressure on myself. Not that kind of me who would handle it with a jaunty mood during the normal days. Well of course I still appear to be lively and cheerful to them since that is what I do best.

Time is really running out for us. Take an example like I should be revising instead of blogging. Not that I can concentrate at this hour anyway. So therefore according to the Morale stories and principles that Yeu told me, I guess I am doing something right. There is more points for me to be happy to blog than study right now.

Anyway the weather is always fine before the tsunami hits the shore. Something we expecting it but of course hoping for the best.

The positive Me. Opportunity.

It will not makes us die for sure. It will never be. Never be the end for us.

Truly they are so influential and strong in many ways. Able to solve all this big cases in such a short and pressured time is not an easy task, especially when the things have gone so bad. Awfully bad if I have to stress it.

I have tried to view this from another perspective and I am quite likely to accept this like I have already been. Not that I am deceiving myself to get over it, instead I am being positive like I used to and in looking for more reasons to support it.

This whole incident is an opportunity. An opportunity which has bring us closer. A lot closer than the past. Never had so much time spent together. Taking care the needs and feeds. In the end of the day, it unites us to generate a stronger bond. Back to back to face the worst outcome from all directions. It can be quite terrifying to hear all those. But this will be a valuable time for us to grow up. I don't know the rest but surely I will appreciate what had been done and what has been doing. Though it sounds very strangely but to me, it happens at a good timing as before it is too late to shape me.

There was once I told myself I needed few outside factors to push myself higher or to change the unwanted attitude in me. Precisely 3 of them that I given it some thought. Right now 2/3 of the possible factors have already taken place. The last one of course I don't wish it to happen. Something I don't wish to see before myself shows some good achievement.

This ain't the end.

What a major turnover. Something I had in my mind not near yet not a long time ago which I highly doubt it will ever happened. It doesn't come unexpectedly to me though, since I got curious on this matter but at that time I just could not get the answer of it and by the action, I were left assured. So I left it where I stopped thinking about it. Maybe the sense of curiosity didn't strike me hard to give it another thought. At this moment should I scare or should I don't care? This two definitely not the options in my hand now. I shall not fear and I shall take this matter into my heart just like everyone of us did.

Strangest thing is I do not fear for it up till now. Somehow I appeared calmer than I thought the moment I hear the news. Perhaps I am not able to weigh how catastrophic is it. I don't see far enough like all of you do. Perhaps I am still the kid.

Perhaps I am not experiencing what you all had to face.

Uh oh...

Sometimes I feel blogging like talking to myself. How weird. As my fingers run through on this dusty and dirty keyboard on mine, my mouth will follow each and every word that I gonna hit it out. Ho ho ho....( I even mimic the laughter, -.-" )

Anyway don't care much la right, not that this habit of mine offends anyone but surely mustn't let my family knows this. They will think I have gone nuts. Positively thinking, this habit got its benefit geh, which is you don't need to stress up yourself by keeping it inside. Not everyone have their confidant and also the mood to tell geh. Don't get over syok with this though otherwise problem arise. Psychologist's fee can be expensive. Should be la, I haven't try it before.

Uh, the new player I embeded is quite good. Tested it for few days. Not sissy type, not fussy type and not messy type, just the one that I like it. Classy. Creating a playlist is quite a headache but after get used to it, it is just like ABC. There ain't much Chinese songs in their library, dominated by the Western. Still I manage to include few from Jacky Cheung and Faye Wong. Both also my favourite. He he the more that I look at it, the more I feel it suits.

Next is some old photos. Ke ke ke...pity this fella that I manage to 'steal' from his Multiply. Not sure the account is still there or not.

The caption he gave himself - 'Girlish Lip'

T. Kaneshiro wor.

Ha ha..dear Wai, if you see this don't sue kau me wei. I am promoting you. This LENG ZHAI here, I have known him since Primary 2 or 3 in tuition centre S.I.R.. Quite close to him back then since both of us are also SMART boy. Ha ha...then we 'broke up' during Primary 5. My fault for leaving you without telling. Like many of those animation story, I was too innoncent and didn't get the chance to tell you. Fate brought us back in year 2000. MBSSKL. The rest is the sweet memories share by everyone of us, Kohs.

The night is still young...for us.

Genting High. on 03/08. Celebrate Yeu's 21st birthday.

Nobody teman me watch Bollywood movies. Sobs.

I don't know the way to the south. Yooor.

I can't attend Olympic. Gonna miss everything there in China. Haihz.

Uh leaving soon, I miss the 'bed'. Sighs.

WHAT?? This is my emo face. EMO-ed. -.-" CEEEEEEEKIK you baru tau.

When I emo I kiss chicken's. McChicken's.

Where is my gal tonight? huh huh huh. I am taiko tonight.

Hocus pocus let me focus. Which one to choose leh? Sienz.

Not long after we had our emo faced taken, we went out for more photo taking session. Yeu's wish was granted there and that makes everyone of us so jealous of him that night. Issh...

Yay, pretty gal take photo with me!!

More photos taken while hanging out there. Let me highlight some of it.

Serious face, checked. Buttons up, checked. Tug in shirt, checked. Show a love sign on your lower private part, err only Seng checked with a hamsap smile.

Helping our friend, Yee to promote Olympus.

Rahsia bocor. That is what happened when we are too stressed.

It is a pity that Jin, Lin and Wai could not join us on that night. Otherwise I believe the night will be much younger. Ha ha...hope there will be more fun fun trip like this.

Today supposely I told myself to study since examination is around the corner but in the morning with my eldest brother, we sent my dad back to his office for awhile. From here to Rasa is not near at all, further than Putrajaya I think since the Selayang highway's condition is nowhere looks better than the one heading to Putrajaya. Anyway we go using old road through Ulu Yam, only when we came back use Selayang. So reach home I continued my sleep and there goes my half day gone into sleeping.

My dad has been sick for the past few weeks. Looking at his getting thinner and thinner body hurts me. I still remember how muscular he was. I am not joking, he is like many other who born around independence time will have a stronger built body compare to youngster nowadays. Guess this shows the sign for him to go slower at this age and smoke lesser. Talk about smoke, he did not have one since he starts to get sick.

Mum must be constantly worry about him. She gets angry too because of my dad's stubborness for not eating for much. A meal is very important to a patient you see. I guess my dad lost his appetite and things like that la.

Hmm...not much to blog la. Not in mood anyway. But life still goes on no matter what happens around you. So see la...

Late Nights on Movies.

Added a chat widget into this blog. Ha ha not a simple process but able to get it done without any hair loss. Had a not-so-hard time on choosing between Chatbox and this ShoutMix by comparing the features they give the users. Chatbox's is not that elaborative so it does not tell me things that I want to know. Though I might not understand a thing they are decrisbing but personally I feel ShoutMix will be a better choice compare to Chatbox. Actually what they had to offer is very much the same. Like Digi versus Maxis. The basic is the same but the premium is different. Of course mine is not the premium, I do not have such extra pocket money to spend USD 2 a month for this. In the future I do not know la, maybe I will be generous enough to upgrade it to premium leh. Mana tau kan?

As for last week, I watched two nice movies on Astro. Personally felt so jangan anda tembak saya jikalau anda rasa it does not worth your time. The first is Gracie's Choice on Hallmark channel.

The lead actress is quite cute. The mum is pretty too. =P

The story is simple. Broken family with a mother who is a drug abuser. Siblings with different dads. And the siblings are always on the run because of the mother not being a mother. Being 16 years old, the eldest of five and do not wish to be parted with her sister and brothers, Gracie goes all the way on court to get the child custody of her siblings from her useless mother. A very typical type of bad-lucks-follow-all-the-way proving the court she able to balance her siblings and her studies. But it is meaningful la. Meaningful macam The Pursuit of Happyness.

This is meaningful also.

The second movie was Rocky Balboa on HBO. The fourth of course. The one Rocky steps out from retirement into the ring for the last match. This story sounded like a dead man's wish. My brother felt that it is boring so he went away after watching halfway. Not to me though for it is talking doing what someone wish so much to do and he miss it especially after the death of his wife, in the movie la of course. Not everyone is lucky and brave enough to do what they really wish to do leh. We the poor ones are restricted in so many ways from doing it. Do not think negatively kie.

Okie la you are the champ la.

That's all folks.

What to put?

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land,
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I felt the earth beneath my feet,
Sat by the river and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

I came across a fallen elm tree,
I felt the branches; are they looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know.

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So, tell me when you gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
And if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go,

Hmmm yeahh, ooohhh, oh oh

This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know.


Hehehe never thought of myself would be doing this. Copy a lyric and paste it here, so as consider it a post. All the time I feel people who are doing this is so unprofessional for blogging. I mean they lack of the enthusiasm of doing it properly. That is what I felt la, do not bang me just because of how my inner world turns if you feel offended. Now my turn pulak being not professional, but I am too lazy and I ain't professional what so nevermind la. Anyway I like this song.

Wtf la?

Deng, what is wrong with this blogspot la. I asked for Arial only font type but they keep giving me a mixed of Times New Roman, Lucida grande and Arial in my previous post. All I did was a little change to it only, why torture me for 15 minutes until I have to resort by editing the Html. Lucky I am smart to understand the simple Html. Kekekeke...

I now understand the satisfaction of an author completing his book. It is interesting to see how those characters in your mind being brought out into this world. Of course most of them it is fictional characters, unless the story is based on real life. I prefer fictional though if I am the author. Ha ha...what a dream.

Cooking is fun too. Especially when you see those happy face if you are a good cooker.

And what is not fun? That is not being happy all the time lo. Kid mah...sure like to stay happy one. So people every time you all see me must give me a BIG GRIN. I surely will GRIN back at you as my 'Hello!'.

Seriously what the fuck...for the need from me to change the font of mixed one again on this new post. I mean 'Hey it is a ______ new post la" why treat a newbie like me so cruel leh.

Movie, Foos and Gaming.

Batman: The Dark Knight. Wah hear the title pun already syok. One of the most anticipated movie, I think la. Went to watch it with good companions; Andy, Hong Jin and Tee Cheng, Yit Jern, Yung Yee, Suan and Grace, lagi syok. Watched it in The Gardens' GSC Signature because MV is out of seats, extra syokness added in. Now, being able to fall asleep for 10 to 15 minutes near the ending, that is what I call superb syok. You see, all the elements for a superb time were there; great movie, first time experience in Signature and most of all great people. But as the environment was too comfortable I could not stop myself to have a short visit to the slumber land. With only 2 hours sleep I had before I starts my day, my mind could no longer stay sober in war with fatigue at that time. Anyway that short nap was definitely worth it. It is quality time not quantity. It rejuvenated me for the rest of the night.

Why so serious?

After the movie, went back to MV to play free foosball. Apparently Lancôme was having promotion on the hall way. They challenge anyone to score a goal against them to win some free gift. But of course we were not going for the free gift but fun for the free game. So Jin started it and won then followed by Jern and then me. Sadly enough two of us did not win although we did score because when we approach that Authorized Person (that is what his tag states); he told us we had to score 5 goals actually contradicting with what is on that the ad board. So Jin won by 5 goals against him and so as Yee who kind of tarpau-ed he at the beginning, Yee leads by 4-0. I wonder if anyone of us noticed this, that AP was full of sweat after the match with Jin. He must have felt Jin's keagungan. Deadly as the sniper shot at point blank and oppressing like a 200 paun sitting on him. WOAH!!

That was basically the highlights of the day la. The highlights for the night was 3 hours + gaming in Sg Long with Jern, Yee and Yeu on stupid games. The day ended at 3am reaching home for me. Ouh, so exhausted I slept till 4pm on Sunday.

War with Ulcer. Epi One.

This is stupid. I create a blog because of this stupid ulcer on my tongue. Yes people, it is on my tongue, now imagine that. Yoooooor I even name it as part of my blog's address. How uncool is this. Muka hand hand some some gets ulcer. Really spoil my mood big time. I remember last time when I started to wear braces at the age of 12 until the age of 15. Those were the times where I experienced 'mouthful' of ulcers. That explains why during Form 3 I was so quiet in the class ( sesiapa kawan yang same class with me that year knows that I am super quiet during classes before recess ). Not that I have trauma with this ulcer but somehow out of so many things, this little one really can get to my nerve. Perhaps I am more talkative nowadays. I use words to express myself more during the day. And I like argument as in healthy argument. Now I cannot eat happily cannot sleep soundly cannot study properly cannot swallow my saliva without hurting my tongue cannot bang my kawan cannot sing when i m showering cannot yawn big big cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot so many cannot. Shit with all this cannot. This ulcer is putting restriction to my life. Bullshit with em. Baaaaahhhh.....

Lets us say TAK NAK to ulcer!!! Let me hear them. Let us rally on anti ulcer.