Happy Mid Autumn.

You reap what you sow.

How true is this? Someone please tell me.

Time is ticking and I know I am doing nothing about it. Is this the best way out?

Looking at my friends who are working now makes me feel weird. Is this the kind of life that I will live? Nine to five, pay cheque to pay cheque, similar routine for 365 days, unsure of wanting to stay or change, no matter how good you did it, it is for the company as this is what you are paid for?! Its just a job after all, I know. Sigh.

They come and tell me about their job. Good job and bad job, high pay and low pay, exciting and boring, some following their dreams some are not, some are building their career some are building their bank counts, some likes it some hates it. While they have their fair share in the working world, I am still dreaming frivolously. Yes I still dream big and crazy if you have heard what I always said. Spaceship, whole city, whole mountain, everything huge. Stupid concept, out of the world idea and so on.

Yea, making it big is just dreaming it, living the life holding to the job is reality. But can one live without dreams? Are you able to achieve your dreams at the end of the day?

What happened to your dreams? Where have they been? Are you telling me you want to drive a Ferrari at the age of 50s and hit the brakes more than the gas pedal? I do not mean that whatever you are doing now is not great but ask yourself, can you even own a Ferrari at 60s if you are to go on with it? *the word 'you' in this context means no one in particular, its free for all*

Insanity in sanity.

Anyway, I just want to let it off my chest. I may have spoken too soon on this but mind you, I am slapping myself with what I wrote as well. I am writing to keep myself sane in this crazy world. Sigh.

Now, would you share with me what is your dream? =)

Liberation

Its raining and I am listening to 沒那麼簡單 on youtube. With the 80's old stand lamp next to me and the very orangish illumination really sets me in the mood to post something in the blog.

Ha ha lets talk bout the resolutions. Up till so far I can say none of them had shown promising future to be completed by me. An epic failure I have to admit. Nevertheless I am not going to say I am giving them up. Such battle is life long isn't it? Lets give it a good fight until the end of the year.

The rain got heavier and wind got stronger but my mood is getting lighter. Its been a week or two my area did not taste the heavy downpour. The hot and stuffiness we are experiencing now really get to my nerves at times. Blame the global warming or blame ourself - the human? I don't know. All I know is whenever I feel sucks for such weather, I will think of other people around the globe. At least there are hundred millions of human without basic necessity and yet I still can enjoy air conditioner, driving around the town, and most important of all filled stomach. Ha ha I am talking nonsense, right? Oh well that's me.

A lof things changed this few years. Those who had listened to my rants will have the slightest idea of what I am saying. Coping with it was more tougher than I had thought. Not realising how it changed me in personal or rather how I let it changed me personally.

Anyway, lets lift the dead weight off my chest. Enjoy life.

P.s - the rain and wind has tamed. I can see brighter day outside. Ha ha ha...time to take a nap before the chill slips away.

No more Diao la. Upgrade la Ah Beng.

Ka ka ka ka...accidentally came to this website which I think many of us especially the guys will take an interest in it. Make a brief tour to The Online Slang Dictionary. And you will learn or might improve your...., well you know what I mean after you see it.

Anyway Asian like to think them are very good when it come to profanities in English. But the truth is, what I can always hear is direct translation from our own mothertounge of foul words. So sien and yet they think is cool. Really really zhar dou.

Now I suggest all of you English/American-wanna-be, learn those words. You Alabama black snake(s). Ka ka ka ka ka ka...and those who want to curse but don't wish to be understood by other people, you are also adviced to learn a few or more from there. Please no more FxCK FxCK FxCK jor. Also no more mother mother mother la.

We are generously educated, so act like one even when it comes to vulgarism.

Truly life is all about learning. I am still learning.....profanities.

2010

Let me see what I am up to for this year's resolution.

• Adopt an exercise regimen while I still able to.
• Instill more self-disciplinary and self-confidence.
• Get my ass away from sticking to the computer that much.

Basically I have added a Resolution Tracker at the sidebar. It is for my own preference only, nothing much. Don't know if I am able to achieve it but should give it my best try.

Happy 2010 peeps.

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On other notes, I did not do much of entry last year. Ha ha... only 9. That does not even make it to average 1 for each month. So miserable. Ka ka ka ka ka...

Common sense eh?!

A picture speaks a thousand words.

Yea yea, we heard this sentence over and over. From the newspaper, the books or maybe your friend using it when they slap you with a stack of illicit photos of you smooching his/her beloved partner. Tsk tsk tsk...

As much as it can, this sentence holds a very high idiomatic expression in one's daily life. But when a little common sense kicks in, you will find the sentence is way out of line.

Now allow me to explain why I said so.

If a picture does speaks a thousand words, then what about a 90 minutes movie of 120 frames per second?

Let us do a simple mathematics calculation here.

A picture = 1000 words

A movie of 90 minutes
= 90 mins x 60 secs x 120 fps x 1000 wpf
= 648000000 words

That is 648 millions of words, in case my readers having a little trouble to count the zeroes. Did the casts say that much in a movie? I doubt that.

Yea people, this is what will happen when common sense contradicts with the world of literature. Like Mrs. Ramani once said, "Common sense is no longer common sense nowadays".

p.s. - got this while I read a forumer's sig. Found it funny though. ^^

Baby steps.

The first step is always the hardest.

But once you get on your feet, you starts running.

With a joyful smile carved, you reach your desired destination.

So put your best leg forward.

=)

Bedtime Story.

Dear little ones,

Would you like to hear a great adventure of the four great men? Spare me some of your precious time.

Not so long time ago, there were four brave souls who set out for a journey full with obstacles. They brazen through the off charted paths, hiked towards the sky and streamed down the rough water.

Unlike many of the great stories of those great man who goes for a conquest, possessed great wisdom, far sighted and some with the strength of a Hercules. This four young men do not have any particular strong traits. The only way to best describe them is the Chubby Three and Skinny One. But the Creator is not that cruel after all. Among of those four, Skinny One has the greater wisdom than the rest of them and Chubby Seng who can assimilate with nature as he is the infamous Malau Seng.

His wisdom puts two of the Chubby Three worship him highly.

Malau Seng showing off his skill.

The journey started off with a bump. They came upon a quiet and deserted village which they learnt it should be occupied by a guardian. A guardian that guards the entrance of the forest. As chill goes down the spine, they left the place hastily and leaving a sign behind to tell the world they had been there. But what awaits them in that thick and mystical forest are unbeknown dangers. They walked, they climbed, they moved deeper and deeper to only found they were not on the right track. Some how they missed a crossing and chosen the wrong turn. Leading them nowhere but only to more difficult uphills, their spirit never wither even the exhaustion taking a toll out of their limbs. Even when the light no longer penetrate the dense canopy. Even when they could no longer hear the water streaming the river. They gives each other a look at their eyes, telling among themselves that they are lost.

Sun and Yeu. At the back, me. =.="

"We have been in here for more than an hour, yet we haven't come to any crossing." said Chubby Seng who had led the pack from the beginning.

"I don't think we are lost. We are just travelling the road not taken." Skinny Yeu told the rest that they are not lost.

Chubby Sun adds in, "We have came so far to turn back. Let us see what is up ahead."

"Look, there are markings on the trees. I suppose someone been here before us." signify Chubby Aun.

And so they continued and came to a cliff. Beautiful cliff with a waterfall. Their initial plan was to reach the lower part of the waterfall but faith and persistent leads them to a higher ground. After spending a brief moment at the wonderful scenic to rejuvenate the lost energy, they make their moves again. Only this time they never plan to put their feet on the same path they came. To add more colours into their adventure book, they followed the stream and heads for home. They encounter a good number of strong currents, rocky crossing and a beasty sea monster.

Great view behind. Sun, Yeu and Seng.

Marvelous, Peace and Strength.

Resting.

Meditating.

Sea monster a.k.a turtle!! a.k.a frog. (>.<)

Five years of companionship, back-to-back look outs and a strengthen bond of friendship. They are now back to where they made their vows to journey together. Hearts filled with contentment, this four brave souls head back to their cruel world and starts to live a normal life only to tell their adventure.

- Fin -

* A post full with exaggeration and blatant lies. Ke ke ke...syiok sendiri case.