Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Life and its Kicking

I want to write but not an author
I want to let my fantasy out but being seen as frivolous
I want to fly but no wings
I want to invent but no knowledge
I want to create but not God
I want to be but am afraid

I want to...
I want to.....
I want to.......

So many wants but so little did
So little did but yet only so much that I can do.


I am just a human after all. =/

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Liberation

Its raining and I am listening to 沒那麼簡單 on youtube. With the 80's old stand lamp next to me and the very orangish illumination really sets me in the mood to post something in the blog.

Ha ha lets talk bout the resolutions. Up till so far I can say none of them had shown promising future to be completed by me. An epic failure I have to admit. Nevertheless I am not going to say I am giving them up. Such battle is life long isn't it? Lets give it a good fight until the end of the year.

The rain got heavier and wind got stronger but my mood is getting lighter. Its been a week or two my area did not taste the heavy downpour. The hot and stuffiness we are experiencing now really get to my nerves at times. Blame the global warming or blame ourself - the human? I don't know. All I know is whenever I feel sucks for such weather, I will think of other people around the globe. At least there are hundred millions of human without basic necessity and yet I still can enjoy air conditioner, driving around the town, and most important of all filled stomach. Ha ha I am talking nonsense, right? Oh well that's me.

A lof things changed this few years. Those who had listened to my rants will have the slightest idea of what I am saying. Coping with it was more tougher than I had thought. Not realising how it changed me in personal or rather how I let it changed me personally.

Anyway, lets lift the dead weight off my chest. Enjoy life.

P.s - the rain and wind has tamed. I can see brighter day outside. Ha ha ha...time to take a nap before the chill slips away.