Random 01

Ha ha ha...I really had to say that my house is full of life. Just when I am sitting here at the computer desk doing my assignments, on and off I will see some creature visit the garden. Cats like to sneak into the lawn and do their droppings. Civet cat and fruit bats visit at night for the ever abundance mango tree. Rats to scavenge with whats left by the civet cat on the ground. But squirrel hardly comes by nowadays. Ha ha... cant I have more cute and adorable animal to pay a visit?

Oh well no photos taken. Not that I am 24/7 with camera stand-by. One thing that I don't understand why some people can do it. Its like they are the paparazzi for some magazine. The only difference is their main coverage is solely on their life and their face. Ha ha ha no offense for photo taking lover and those so self - obsessed. *I don't categorize myself into that category since majority of my photos in my FB is taken by third party - my friends.*

Anyway, it seems after over 10 years, my dad is planting papaya tree again. Not his first attempt though after moving here for so long. But the last time when a papaya tree he planted that bears fruits was when we were staying at the old house.

Young papaya tree

Before I forgotten, here are some of the photos taken during Song Yeu's performance in SGM. He being the conductor for the first time eh.

Song Yeu and Suan Lin

Me and Song Yeu

Song Yeu's last minute's mugshot

Note : am listening to 因为爱情 by Eason Chan and Faye Wong. She is still that good after such a long hiatus. Too bad her concert didn't went this well.

Craziness.

In the mid of transferring bulk of documents from hardcopy to softcopy, was drawn into a 'battle' with my collegemates (Shin Yin, Rita and Ah Teck). Full of craps and craziness. I wonder if it is because of the stress that we are getting in. Well not to miss out a good chance to blow some water, I participated. Got too tired after an hour of turbulence. Stopped and refreshed myself. Anyway the documents are like never ending. Five of us keep typing and typing. And again I wonder, are we learning to do measurement or are we practicing our typing skill? Anyway at times I don't feel like I am studying QS at all. Period.

Ha ha I think they (Shin Yin, Ah Teck and Phinn Tan) are coming to bombard my wall while I am blogging this post. But I guess they gonna stop soon. Everyone is tired and its past midnight.

These are the documents.

Today was a little bit special. Made golden fried rice. It went well - fuhhhhh. My first attempt and of course my mum was beside me instructing what to do. Sadly no photos is taken, therefore I can't share it here. Anyway I never imagined it is this easy. Gonna try it again when I have the chance. By my own of course.

I think I should list back out my 2010's resolution and see how terrible I had fare.

1. Go to bed before 12am!!
Remark - [ 3/365 ] failed. the night is still young, babe!!

2. To go for morning run/jog!!
Remark - [2/365] failed. its boring. no joke.

3. Never skip breakfast!!! failed. overslept too much.

4. Reduce meat intake but consume more green/fruits!! succeeded. and its still on going. becoming habits.

5. To train myself to visit the toilet in the morning (for the Big B)!! XD failed. this is tougher than i thought.

6. Starts and adopt the habit of planning my financial!!
Remark - [ ] failed. but i keep my expenditure under control 8 out of 10 times ratio.

7. To reach and stay at 3.50 CGPA in my Adv!!
Remark - [ ] failed. only manage to get 3.25 so far. expected to drop to 3.00+.

8. To finish at least a novel in a year!!
Remark - [ ] succeeded. finished one by mid of 2010.

Ha ha... I don't know what kind of resolutions are all these. But heck, that is what I wanna do and gonna do and aim to do it. Bless me. ;)

Long run resolution.
9. Moon. fun never stop on dreams.


Feeling dizzy and headache. I should hit the sack instead the cold hard floor. Good night people. Sweetdreams.

No title.

Woah, am on the Facebook while doing this update. Had a glance over on Jyh Gau's nick he used in FB and triggered my ever frivolous mind wandering what if I use the similar nick to his? What would it sounds like? Aun Aun Ooi? Man, this sounds like putting the baby to bed or feeding them with those shitty-like porridge. *no offense to all the babies and their highly nutritious food as well as Jyh Gau*

Mum mum oh~ ngam. Wtf!!! What a cute name I have. Love it. =)

Talking about names and nicks remind me of how my nickname O.J.A. to begin with. Ahhh memories. Sweet one. Definitely. Never would have thought OJA will becomes the nickname that I use the most in my daily life. Simply because it is easy to remember and sounds unique to some. Or rather weird for a Chinese boy with a Thai name. Love to see those faces when first hear OJA. As well as trick them to believe that I am a Thailand-er. Ha ha ha... stupid imagination comes knocking my mind again. What if OJA becomes household name in 20 years later? What a level that would be. Awesome!!!

Little update on myself. Had a blood donation. My fourth time. Like many does, I do hate needles especially big one but what can I do. The charitable side of me insisted me to being charitable.

In the process of donating.

Damn look so old in the picture. Looking pale as well. Anyway shall reward and pamper myself more when the cash starts rolling in. Hoping to be as handsome as George Clooney at his age. Ha ha...dream on. Personally don't think within this 20s or 30s I can be as good looking as Takeshi. Sad.

George Clooney

Takeshi Kaneshiro

Alrighty, I suppose it is late to continue anymore. Should relax myself and take a good bath before I ends my day with a good good sleep. That is what matter most for a healthy complexion and facial. GOOD SLEEP.

Note to self -Looking at the resolution tracker, I only achieved the fourth and the eight. 2 out of 8. That's miserable but ain't feeling down. Though I did not get to achieve it, it doesn't mean I don't learn from it. I shall work harder this year. =P

Out of nowhere.

Damn, hahaha constipation isn't a fun thing. Is like have to worry every time when I step out of the door and have to look for clean and comfortable toilet anytime soon. Making me nervous and panic if I can't find one especially when I am driving. Wild imagination starts flushing in, cold sweat under armpits, feeling too cold suddenly and high stress at the rectum squeezing everything back in. Just like World War II going on down there - advance and fallback. Wtf!!

Putting that asides, it seems like crazy ideas struck again out of nowhere. I wonder if it can works. What would be the limitation? Ha ha anyway hereby I name it Crazy Idea 02.

Note to self - Lets look into it again sometime later.

Life and its Kicking

I want to write but not an author
I want to let my fantasy out but being seen as frivolous
I want to fly but no wings
I want to invent but no knowledge
I want to create but not God
I want to be but am afraid

I want to...
I want to.....
I want to.......

So many wants but so little did
So little did but yet only so much that I can do.

I am just a human after all. =/

Happy Mid Autumn.

You reap what you sow.

How true is this? Someone please tell me.

Time is ticking and I know I am doing nothing about it. Is this the best way out?

Looking at my friends who are working now makes me feel weird. Is this the kind of life that I will live? Nine to five, pay cheque to pay cheque, similar routine for 365 days, unsure of wanting to stay or change, no matter how good you did it, it is for the company as this is what you are paid for?! Its just a job after all, I know. Sigh.

They come and tell me about their job. Good job and bad job, high pay and low pay, exciting and boring, some following their dreams some are not, some are building their career some are building their bank counts, some likes it some hates it. While they have their fair share in the working world, I am still dreaming frivolously. Yes I still dream big and crazy if you have heard what I always said. Spaceship, whole city, whole mountain, everything huge. Stupid concept, out of the world idea and so on.

Yea, making it big is just dreaming it, living the life holding to the job is reality. But can one live without dreams? Are you able to achieve your dreams at the end of the day?

What happened to your dreams? Where have they been? Are you telling me you want to drive a Ferrari at the age of 50s and hit the brakes more than the gas pedal? I do not mean that whatever you are doing now is not great but ask yourself, can you even own a Ferrari at 60s if you are to go on with it? *the word 'you' in this context means no one in particular, its free for all*

Insanity in sanity.

Anyway, I just want to let it off my chest. I may have spoken too soon on this but mind you, I am slapping myself with what I wrote as well. I am writing to keep myself sane in this crazy world. Sigh.

Now, would you share with me what is your dream? =)

Liberation

Its raining and I am listening to 沒那麼簡單 on youtube. With the 80's old stand lamp next to me and the very orangish illumination really sets me in the mood to post something in the blog.

Ha ha lets talk bout the resolutions. Up till so far I can say none of them had shown promising future to be completed by me. An epic failure I have to admit. Nevertheless I am not going to say I am giving them up. Such battle is life long isn't it? Lets give it a good fight until the end of the year.

The rain got heavier and wind got stronger but my mood is getting lighter. Its been a week or two my area did not taste the heavy downpour. The hot and stuffiness we are experiencing now really get to my nerves at times. Blame the global warming or blame ourself - the human? I don't know. All I know is whenever I feel sucks for such weather, I will think of other people around the globe. At least there are hundred millions of human without basic necessity and yet I still can enjoy air conditioner, driving around the town, and most important of all filled stomach. Ha ha I am talking nonsense, right? Oh well that's me.

A lof things changed this few years. Those who had listened to my rants will have the slightest idea of what I am saying. Coping with it was more tougher than I had thought. Not realising how it changed me in personal or rather how I let it changed me personally.

Anyway, lets lift the dead weight off my chest. Enjoy life.

P.s - the rain and wind has tamed. I can see brighter day outside. Ha ha ha...time to take a nap before the chill slips away.